Sometimes, I really struggle to stay neutral instead of freaking out about the little inconveniences in life. I think the lifelong battle with depression has something to do with that, but the point is that I tend to see the crummy circumstances rather than the silver lining. However, my oldest is almost the total opposite of me in this area. She manages to find the good in so many things. She has a condition that causes tumors and though it's been hard, she takes it in stride. I remember that, when she was really little, I was trying to prepare her for the MRI. The conversation went something like this: "Remember, you're going to be poked in the arm and have to drink that really yucky drink. And you can't eat or drink the night before so you're gonna be really hungry and thirsty." "OK, Mommy. But can I ask you something?" (Holding back tears as I think of how hard MRI days are) "Go ahead, sweetie." "Is that the place that ha...
Just a mess of a mom trying to find her way around family, marriage, homeschooling, and faith. I'm far from perfect but I thank God for what I have, even the messed up stuff.